negative gaze
The fantasy of intermingling and perspiring among three-dimensional people, drenching each other in saliva as we yell banal inanities, "I'm going to the bathroom!" I have become a bundle of repressed chaotic energy. My friends have transformed into pixelated and lagging shadows of their former selves. Still, what are photos for but to live vicariously through them? Negative gaze - because you don't see the void until it stares back at you.